Working on putting together a self-published book of poetry and what ever this shit is...here is a few pieces that may or may not be included in the final project.
Scribble/Scratch
I can't think straight
and my pen work is even worse
The seismic movements of my hand
only serves to scar fine white paper
Nothing beautiful comes from my mind
or my hand
Everything is shaky
gone haywire
like a machine detecting a liar
scribble, scratch
I can't think straight
She says she needs a stable man
and me
well, I have vertigo
I can barely hold a pen
and my mind is less reliable now
than it has ever been.
Last supper:
The world is ending!
So run. and dance. and laugh.
All that matters now is joy
the joy that you denied yourself
for the sake of productivity
and peoples perceptions of you.
Morning Ritual:She sleeps nude
She likes the feeling of the sheets against her skin
soft. warm. cotton. womb.
the morning sunlight sneaks past the edges of the blinds
the rays of light cut through the darkness of her room
and illuminate slivers of her face with a lustrous grace
she awakens
stands up out of her bed
she shivers. rubs her eyes.
and stretches out of the dream in which she has just been
It is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen
Summer Storm
The rain. in sheets.
it blankets me. it comforts me.
a million droplets of company.
At night:
I can bow out
blow a kiss
say goodbye
but my honor wont keep me warm at night
I can wash my hands of you
Turn away from you
Move on from you
but my honor wont keep me warm at night
I can avoid " I love you"s
shut my mouth
tell no lies
but my honor wont keep me warm at night
so instead
Ill kiss you
bite my tongue
and lay by your side
because my honor wont keep me warm at night